HAZELTANZIHAN ;
07 June 2007

hello world. i changed my blog.

http://bigrubbishboss.blogspot.com

relink please. if not, you can always come here.

she's ranting again.
10 March 2007

yo people. hello. yingtong is right now in my small small house (: haha. oh and she helped me alot in e learning. YAYYE.

we had choir workshop today. dont want to elaborate, cos i'm too tired too. oh. i actually left my wallet on the bus. then i chased after the bus. after running for like 150m, too tired. cos i sprinted like hell. so i took taxi to chase after the bus. hahah. so some random ppl saw me running and thought it was so FUNNY that i didnt run to the entrance of the siglap cc. i got so pissed. then ah. when going home, some random ppl think my first blouse button PURPOSELY open it. so i told her that the thing was spoilt and she told me to sew it. sew then sew lah. not like i magician can straight away have thread to sew right. so i showed her my pissed face. AHAHAHA.

i want to sleep le. haha.
goodnight (:

she's ranting again.
08 March 2007

hello. i'm starting afresh. i havent been posting for almost 2 months. i wanted to change my blog but then again, what settings cant be saved and whatever crap popped up. so i not changing le lor. within these thousand weeks, many things happened. and mostly angry and pissed stuffs. there's this huge matter that came to me, and then i was so angry and ignored them. now we are like .. hating each other? aiyah. whatever it is lah.

it happened like last year, when i got caught by a prefect for bringing chicken wings down to class. i had such a vivid impression of her, and i bet she can never forget me too. it was such a coincident that her direct junior was A*. . the girl who sits behind me. she created such a big trouble ever since she told me that B* was her senior. A* told tales about me to B*. she went to tell B* that i crush her, when i seriously did not. i was so pissed with her when she said that to her. it seemed like our only common topic to talk abt was B*. and A* told me that B* really believed that i crush her and is afraid to meet me after school. what a fate to live in toa payoh with her, coming from the same primary school (i think, hoping not) and we have the same fan. just that hers was purple and mine was green. HAHAHAHA. A* told B* that and i think B* thinks that she really knows when it was me who tell her.

so there was one fateful day when we fell out. A* and C* came to borrow my phone separately. they said they wanted to see my phone, so i lent it to them without hesitation. everything happened before recess. after recess, A* asked me if i recieved any sms. so i took a look at it. it didnt have any sms. then i said to them no. they came over to me and told me that they used my phone to sms B* and this is what they wrote " i love you ". how would you react when someone took your phone and sms I LOVE YOU to someone you dont really know? whats worst is that they deleted the sent items. i trusted them and that was how they treat me. WOW. i flared up and told them off. they thought that i was just playing with them, and they think that what they did was funny. but, i dont think that way. i ignored them totally after recess. then till the last day of school. i heard C* saying that she got into trouble and the teacher wanted to see her. i guess it was B* who said to the teacher. even till now, they havent apologise. rahhh. whatever it is lah. we'll see how it goes.

this dumb e-learning ah, make me stay up so late then today tell us no need to rush before tonight. 11 - 12 subjects in 2 days and we still got performance and a few few hours are sure to be wasted. ahhhh. i still have so much to do :/

im starting afresh. HAHAHAH.
BUHBYE.




she's ranting again.

okay. i'm starting afresh.

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16 January 2007



hmm. today ah. nothing much actually. oh. i dont bother to talk about what happened between me, _______ and _______. hahaha. quite obvious. but thats not the point lah. LOL.

home econs. got 'scolded' by ms stella su for not bring alot of things. haiyo. never bring this and that. somemore i this week trial montior leh. bad example sia. lucky she dont know i was monitor for this week. thosai -- our indian food we made today. but then, both subin and i failed lah. first pancake she did, it just happened to crack. then we threw it away. next was my turn to be up. i straight away pour the mixture into the pan. LOL. after a while then i realise that i forgot to put oil. wahahah. so funny. so it sticked to the pan. then we secretly threw it into the dustbin. in the end, she found out.

im currently a geog rep and a trial monitor. oh and one more, some music comm or sth. LOL. so funny. got so many things to do can! but i doubt i can be a monitor lah. think i just concentrate on my goeg rep. sian. not fun lor. i purposely doze in class lor. then she still accept the voting. hahahah.

oh. choir. ms lee ah. like to say lame jokes lor. then some ppl got pissed or disgusted by her. true lor. she really very.. after choir then some snrs want some ppl to stay back. ME LOR. haha. cos they say we didnt meet their expectations or sth and blah blah blah. aiyah. i was expecting and guessing how will they tell us. yeah. so today lor. they are going to re-audition us AGAIN. oh well, no need to audition also know i out le lor. so no point actually. they told us not to be upset and not to think that we're out of syf cos wer'e lousy for the auditoins. say not upset is fake one lah. at most we try harder to get in lor. but then again, i dont think i'll pass this audition by her and the whatever coming auditions from ms lim :/

maybe it's time to stop blogging
hmm. okay then.
byes.


she's ranting again.
12 January 2007

i guess many things happened recently as usual. and there are 2 incidents that made me remember that clearly. or maybe three. anyway, I THINK IM JUST OUT OF SYF.

seriously, on cca fair that day, i got really annoyed by some ppl. cos me and yingtong was just trying to be nice and help cherie clean up the mess, by dont know who. someone's bottle was so tight that the water can actually be spilled out. i am here trying to explain that we DIDNT spill the water, moreover, its not our bottle. like, some ppl think that cos we spilled water, so we acted like its not our fault at all. but it isnt our fault at all! like what the hell lah, some ppl are just so funny to think that way. they never get things clear and just misunderstood us for nothing :/

choir thursday was a disaster man. sectionals were totally.. disgusting? i mean like we're sorry to let you guys think that we didnt put in our effort, but we did try you know. oh yes. the sectionals were really ... we had 4 sl's and the speed is slower than one? not that we're blaming them lah. we know it isnt their fault. just that many ppl were tired that day. so i think many were quite pissed somehow. we had no mood to learn and they have no mood to teach. so that was the outcome we expected, ms lim's scolding. i know that some snrs love choir alot. and they are sad abt getting such scoldings frm her. but its not totally our fault right. some ppl say bluebadges dont dare to sing in front of ms lim, cos we are scared or anything. its not our decision to let sec2s stand in front mah. its the sc. since you want us to stand in front, shouldnt you guys trust us that we'll always do our best? if you all think that we are not capable of singing loud enough, then dont let us stand in front! haiya. anyway. we're sorry for not putting in our best effort. i know thats not enough, so we dont want to elaborate any further. yeah. so.. SORRY. we really want to give the best during choir. please seniors, dont get angry or pissed with us.

okay. now abt choir audit for syf. omg lah. i sung so badly and thus, i know that im surely out of syf. no hope le. haii. but i do want to get in for choir. nevermind, IM JUST GOING TO GET KICKED OUT OF SYF. sian :/ haiya, i certainly hope that god bless us. please! haha. all sec2s will be in my prayers. hopefully we can get into syf! which i dont think i will. hahaha.

so sad now. so ..
byes.

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05 January 2007



what a boring day lah. bleah. whole day in the school hall. had to listen to some crap and i nearly fell asleep. cos the ms leong was behind, so i dont dare make it obvious. good lah subin, dozing off like dont know what. HAHAHA. it's enrichment week for god's sake, and we were made to listen stuffs that we heard before and blah blah blah.

after recess, went back to the hall again :/ cos got the physics proj competition. then 2 class by 2 class go test the car. my partner and i never do lah. so we ask the tchr what can we do, and she told me to hang around the hall. LOL. hang around. so we went to disturb the other grps. it's not that we never do or dont want to do. our car couldnt move at all, so bring for what? HAHAHAH. afterthat we saw gwen, tenna and tingyuan rushing for their car. haha. in the end they did nothing also lah. we use ruberbands to shoot each other lor. and TANTINGYUAN accidentally cut RUTH'S HAND lah. like slash. long scar, but not deep.

we played for quite long in the hall , then we decided to go back to mpr and talk. we played concentration, truth or dare, dare or doubledare.. so fun (: laughing like hell. oh. we also watch a movie and one episode of pck. AHKEELAH AND THE BEE. nice show lah!

ruth, tingyuan and i went to mac for lunch. afterthat, kristin came. then subin. we wanted to go take bus le lor, then ruth say wait for her friend. in the end when we saw her friend, and she's chasing for a bus lor. LOL. damn funny lah. the ruth called her friend and say that we saw her running after a bus. HAHAH.

so we went home : D fun day with my friends !
i go eat dinner le.
bye everyone.




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