i guess many things happened recently as usual. and there are 2 incidents that made me remember that clearly. or maybe three. anyway, I THINK IM JUST OUT OF SYF.

seriously, on cca fair that day, i got really annoyed by some ppl. cos me and yingtong was just trying to be nice and help cherie clean up the mess, by dont know who. someone's bottle was so tight that the water can actually be spilled out. i am here trying to explain that we DIDNT spill the water, moreover, its not our bottle. like, some ppl think that cos we spilled water, so we acted like its not our fault at all. but it isnt our fault at all! like what the hell lah, some ppl are just so funny to think that way. they never get things clear and just misunderstood us for nothing :/

choir thursday was a disaster man. sectionals were totally.. disgusting? i mean like we're sorry to let you guys think that we didnt put in our effort, but we did try you know. oh yes. the sectionals were really ... we had 4 sl's and the speed is slower than one? not that we're blaming them lah. we know it isnt their fault. just that many ppl were tired that day. so i think many were quite pissed somehow. we had no mood to learn and they have no mood to teach. so that was the outcome we expected, ms lim's scolding. i know that some snrs love choir alot. and they are sad abt getting such scoldings frm her. but its not totally our fault right. some ppl say bluebadges dont dare to sing in front of ms lim, cos we are scared or anything. its not our decision to let sec2s stand in front mah. its the sc. since you want us to stand in front, shouldnt you guys trust us that we'll always do our best? if you all think that we are not capable of singing loud enough, then dont let us stand in front! haiya. anyway. we're sorry for not putting in our best effort. i know thats not enough, so we dont want to elaborate any further. yeah. so.. SORRY. we really want to give the best during choir. please seniors, dont get angry or pissed with us.

okay. now abt choir audit for syf. omg lah. i sung so badly and thus, i know that im surely out of syf. no hope le. haii. but i do want to get in for choir. nevermind, IM JUST GOING TO GET KICKED OUT OF SYF. sian :/ haiya, i certainly hope that god bless us. please! haha. all sec2s will be in my prayers. hopefully we can get into syf! which i dont think i will. hahaha.

so sad now. so ..
byes.

she's ranting again.