HAZEL

2007-06-07T06:13:00.000-07:00

hello world. i changed my blog.

http://bigrubbishboss.blogspot.com

relink please. if not, you can always come here.

2007-03-10T01:27:00.000-08:00

yo people. hello. yingtong is right now in my small small house (: haha. oh and she helped me alot in e learning. YAYYE.

we had choir workshop today. dont want to elaborate, cos i'm too tired too. oh. i actually left my wallet on the bus. then i chased after the bus. after running for like 150m, too tired. cos i sprinted like hell. so i took taxi to chase after the bus. hahah. so some random ppl saw me running and thought it was so FUNNY that i didnt run to the entrance of the siglap cc. i got so pissed. then ah. when going home, some random ppl think my first blouse button PURPOSELY open it. so i told her that the thing was spoilt and she told me to sew it. sew then sew lah. not like i magician can straight away have thread to sew right. so i showed her my pissed face. AHAHAHA.

i want to sleep le. haha.
goodnight (:

2007-03-08T18:24:00.000-08:00

hello. i'm starting afresh. i havent been posting for almost 2 months. i wanted to change my blog but then again, what settings cant be saved and whatever crap popped up. so i not changing le lor. within these thousand weeks, many things happened. and mostly angry and pissed stuffs. there's this huge matter that came to me, and then i was so angry and ignored them. now we are like .. hating each other? aiyah. whatever it is lah.

it happened like last year, when i got caught by a prefect for bringing chicken wings down to class. i had such a vivid impression of her, and i bet she can never forget me too. it was such a coincident that her direct junior was A*. . the girl who sits behind me. she created such a big trouble ever since she told me that B* was her senior. A* told tales about me to B*. she went to tell B* that i crush her, when i seriously did not. i was so pissed with her when she said that to her. it seemed like our only common topic to talk abt was B*. and A* told me that B* really believed that i crush her and is afraid to meet me after school. what a fate to live in toa payoh with her, coming from the same primary school (i think, hoping not) and we have the same fan. just that hers was purple and mine was green. HAHAHAHA. A* told B* that and i think B* thinks that she really knows when it was me who tell her.

so there was one fateful day when we fell out. A* and C* came to borrow my phone separately. they said they wanted to see my phone, so i lent it to them without hesitation. everything happened before recess. after recess, A* asked me if i recieved any sms. so i took a look at it. it didnt have any sms. then i said to them no. they came over to me and told me that they used my phone to sms B* and this is what they wrote " i love you ". how would you react when someone took your phone and sms I LOVE YOU to someone you dont really know? whats worst is that they deleted the sent items. i trusted them and that was how they treat me. WOW. i flared up and told them off. they thought that i was just playing with them, and they think that what they did was funny. but, i dont think that way. i ignored them totally after recess. then till the last day of school. i heard C* saying that she got into trouble and the teacher wanted to see her. i guess it was B* who said to the teacher. even till now, they havent apologise. rahhh. whatever it is lah. we'll see how it goes.

this dumb e-learning ah, make me stay up so late then today tell us no need to rush before tonight. 11 - 12 subjects in 2 days and we still got performance and a few few hours are sure to be wasted. ahhhh. i still have so much to do :/

im starting afresh. HAHAHAH.
BUHBYE.

2007-03-08T18:16:00.000-08:00

okay. i'm starting afresh.

2007-01-16T05:04:00.002-08:00

hmm. today ah. nothing much actually. oh. i dont bother to talk about what happened between me, _______ and _______. hahaha. quite obvious. but thats not the point lah. LOL.

home econs. got 'scolded' by ms stella su for not bring alot of things. haiyo. never bring this and that. somemore i this week trial montior leh. bad example sia. lucky she dont know i was monitor for this week. thosai -- our indian food we made today. but then, both subin and i failed lah. first pancake she did, it just happened to crack. then we threw it away. next was my turn to be up. i straight away pour the mixture into the pan. LOL. after a while then i realise that i forgot to put oil. wahahah. so funny. so it sticked to the pan. then we secretly threw it into the dustbin. in the end, she found out.

im currently a geog rep and a trial monitor. oh and one more, some music comm or sth. LOL. so funny. got so many things to do can! but i doubt i can be a monitor lah. think i just concentrate on my goeg rep. sian. not fun lor. i purposely doze in class lor. then she still accept the voting. hahahah.

oh. choir. ms lee ah. like to say lame jokes lor. then some ppl got pissed or disgusted by her. true lor. she really very.. after choir then some snrs want some ppl to stay back. ME LOR. haha. cos they say we didnt meet their expectations or sth and blah blah blah. aiyah. i was expecting and guessing how will they tell us. yeah. so today lor. they are going to re-audition us AGAIN. oh well, no need to audition also know i out le lor. so no point actually. they told us not to be upset and not to think that we're out of syf cos wer'e lousy for the auditoins. say not upset is fake one lah. at most we try harder to get in lor. but then again, i dont think i'll pass this audition by her and the whatever coming auditions from ms lim :/

maybe it's time to stop blogging
hmm. okay then.
byes.

2007-01-12T21:23:00.000-08:00

i guess many things happened recently as usual. and there are 2 incidents that made me remember that clearly. or maybe three. anyway, I THINK IM JUST OUT OF SYF.

seriously, on cca fair that day, i got really annoyed by some ppl. cos me and yingtong was just trying to be nice and help cherie clean up the mess, by dont know who. someone's bottle was so tight that the water can actually be spilled out. i am here trying to explain that we DIDNT spill the water, moreover, its not our bottle. like, some ppl think that cos we spilled water, so we acted like its not our fault at all. but it isnt our fault at all! like what the hell lah, some ppl are just so funny to think that way. they never get things clear and just misunderstood us for nothing :/

choir thursday was a disaster man. sectionals were totally.. disgusting? i mean like we're sorry to let you guys think that we didnt put in our effort, but we did try you know. oh yes. the sectionals were really ... we had 4 sl's and the speed is slower than one? not that we're blaming them lah. we know it isnt their fault. just that many ppl were tired that day. so i think many were quite pissed somehow. we had no mood to learn and they have no mood to teach. so that was the outcome we expected, ms lim's scolding. i know that some snrs love choir alot. and they are sad abt getting such scoldings frm her. but its not totally our fault right. some ppl say bluebadges dont dare to sing in front of ms lim, cos we are scared or anything. its not our decision to let sec2s stand in front mah. its the sc. since you want us to stand in front, shouldnt you guys trust us that we'll always do our best? if you all think that we are not capable of singing loud enough, then dont let us stand in front! haiya. anyway. we're sorry for not putting in our best effort. i know thats not enough, so we dont want to elaborate any further. yeah. so.. SORRY. we really want to give the best during choir. please seniors, dont get angry or pissed with us.

okay. now abt choir audit for syf. omg lah. i sung so badly and thus, i know that im surely out of syf. no hope le. haii. but i do want to get in for choir. nevermind, IM JUST GOING TO GET KICKED OUT OF SYF. sian :/ haiya, i certainly hope that god bless us. please! haha. all sec2s will be in my prayers. hopefully we can get into syf! which i dont think i will. hahaha.

so sad now. so ..
byes.

2007-01-05T01:04:00.000-08:00

what a boring day lah. bleah. whole day in the school hall. had to listen to some crap and i nearly fell asleep. cos the ms leong was behind, so i dont dare make it obvious. good lah subin, dozing off like dont know what. HAHAHA. it's enrichment week for god's sake, and we were made to listen stuffs that we heard before and blah blah blah.

after recess, went back to the hall again :/ cos got the physics proj competition. then 2 class by 2 class go test the car. my partner and i never do lah. so we ask the tchr what can we do, and she told me to hang around the hall. LOL. hang around. so we went to disturb the other grps. it's not that we never do or dont want to do. our car couldnt move at all, so bring for what? HAHAHAH. afterthat we saw gwen, tenna and tingyuan rushing for their car. haha. in the end they did nothing also lah. we use ruberbands to shoot each other lor. and TANTINGYUAN accidentally cut RUTH'S HAND lah. like slash. long scar, but not deep.

we played for quite long in the hall , then we decided to go back to mpr and talk. we played concentration, truth or dare, dare or doubledare.. so fun (: laughing like hell. oh. we also watch a movie and one episode of pck. AHKEELAH AND THE BEE. nice show lah!

ruth, tingyuan and i went to mac for lunch. afterthat, kristin came. then subin. we wanted to go take bus le lor, then ruth say wait for her friend. in the end when we saw her friend, and she's chasing for a bus lor. LOL. damn funny lah. the ruth called her friend and say that we saw her running after a bus. HAHAH.

so we went home : D fun day with my friends !
i go eat dinner le.
bye everyone.

2007-01-04T05:01:00.000-08:00

hmm. i haven't been posting these few days.
cos im too lazy lah. HAHAHA.
say what happened on certain days bah .

25 december 2006

christmas! i wanted to go play mahjiong at kialin's hse. and i got all four players including me. afterthat then i realised that i actually promised my mom to go for the church thing lah. talks abt christmas lor. so at the last minute, i had to cancel the mahjiong session. and that really made me sad :/

27 & 28 december 2006

both days were at the theatre rehearsing. stupid. morning to night. wahseh, think we leads robots ah, no need to rest one meh. HAHAHA. we went to our own dressing rooms and then we realise it wasn't fair! the male leads get one room and same to the girls. but, we had more ppl then they do! and all the makeup was done in our room. alamak. once they on the light bulbs, then the whole room was like damn stuffy. and it became stuffy all the way. bleah =x

29 december 2006

performance day. we only had one performance on that day, and it was at night. it's like all our hardwork so we were quite excited about it lah. who knows lah, after that performance, i got like told off by my principle and my mom. the principal said i could act cuter and be loved by the kids, which meant that i wasn't good enough for that show. and that made me a little depressed. then my mom came and talk to me. she said my acting skills were the lousiest among the leads. she told me that my acting skills were like plain water, and my lines were not read properly, in a sense that there were no accents and meanings to what i say. argh. i was more than a little depressed, and pissed. cos i know i did my best. so i told how i feel to my mom. haii. she said " i guess you're not the type for acting." wahlau. because she said that, i promised myself to chiong all the way tmr.

30 december 2006

after all the scoldings and everything, i had to stand up again. moreover, i have two performances on that day. afternoon and night. actually that day was more of slacking in our dressing rooms. so when we had the time to slack, we played bridge. HAHAHA. play until i quite tired. then when performance i keep yawning. hah. of course not in front of the audience lah. not bad lor. my mom said i impoved alot from yesterday and thus it gave me the motivation to do my very best at night. and i guess i did (:

31 decmeber 2006

we had wei lao hui. it was suppose to be like the directors were to say the actors improved or deproved .. yeah that kind. but then they didnt. they said irrelevant stuffs lah. then someone very senior in our group ( senior member, not old ppl, not teacher, its one of the members who didnt perform) said loads of stuffs. then he praised the scarecrow, the tinman, the west witch ONLY. he skipped me. wahlau. fine lor. i not good not good lor. they never know how heavy my headdress was, how hot i am in my suite. whatever lah him ): it ended off with everyone eating like buffet.. not bad lah. then chitchat all these.. and i went home at eight plus (: oh. afterthat, went to my dad's coffeeshop for the countdown : D

1 & 2 january 2007

nothing in special. rest days mah. parents at home. bounded like dont know what. do homework and stuffs. do this do that. tired, but not like the performance days. at least i could sleep like a log, and that's obviously good news (:

3 & 4 january 2007

nothing in special also. cos school starts. YAY. 2 grace! with mr lin wen wei. haha. he looks very.. HAHAHA. and had cca today. go alto2! LOL. cant believe it lah. enrichment week and we spent it in our beloved cramp hall. alamak. tmr is going to be a tough day for me, cos we going to stay in the hall for the WHOLE DAY. oh my god lah. haii.

i guess its enough le bah. too much. what a long post i have :/

bye everyone (:

2006-12-26T01:27:00.000-08:00

hello ppl. guess what.
yingong's at my house now.
LOL. hahaha.
she got alot of mountains on her head!
HAHAHAH.

yingtong replies : whatever -.-
hazel replies : haha. okay whatever, cos its a fact that you have mountains mah.
yingtong replies : i give up! : D
hazel replies: YAY. HAZEL WON (:

comtinue with my posting.
haha. yeps. she's in my hse.
HAHAHA. helping me in maths.
im posting here cos we are waiting
for the show to buffer.
haha. my rehearsal is 3 to 11 tmr!
omg.
haha. okay. we go watch show lers!

yingtong and hazel says : BYES :DD

2006-12-25T01:44:00.000-08:00

hohoho! MERRY CHRISTMAS!
today's christmas!
i only recieve one card and one present
and that's seriously pathetic -.-
but cos i dont celebrate christmas
then it's okay lah.

in between these ten stressful days
many things happened as usual
more than a normal peson could take.
i cant remember what took place
but it's rather tiring
as rehearsals everyday was long

let me tell you what happened
when i stayed in kialin's hse for one night
on the 20th dec
i officially stayed at her for one night
so fun! cos we were chatting more than doing the proj
you know the physics proj
so lame can! make a car.
i went to her hse after eating mos burger tog
it was around 8 plus i guess
when i reached her hse for quite a long time
she told me there were insects
like ant or sth, but can fly!
it's like so gross lah.
her hse got alot alot!
her dad was like 哪里哪里？
then he took the newspaper and hit.
so hilarious.
kialin! like a nest lor.
hahaha.
after finishing watching all the shows
then i went to bathe.
yupp. so we spent like 2 plus 3 hrs doing nth
we went into the room to discuss.
the process was like damn fast
we didnt know we only need _____ & _____ ....
haha. secretive!
it was less than an hr before we started playing chinese chess!
i lost for that 2 games.
ee! lousy hazel :/
oh. we also played pokka cards and the shape thing
it made me feel like a fool lah
didnt know my iq was quite low
HAHAHA.
the time i took was like twice or thrice kialin actually finished
i dont think yuo understand bah
cos i dont （：hahaha
nxt morning we woke up like at 12 plus
lazy pigs!
i cooked like a big big pot of porridge
and we couldnt finish.
expected. but i felt so bad
cos i wasted like half to one cup of rice
HAHAHAHA.
thats all abt it.

the other days were super tired.
yupp.
my performance coming le (:
but im not feeling very well :/
sick and losing my voice :(
my ROAR is getting.. oh no.
i go sleep le.

byebye.

2006-12-15T07:18:00.001-08:00

okays. im back to blog.
recently quite a no. of things happened.
some funny yet some scary lah.
okay. lets start with..

13 december.

yeps. okay. uhm not talking abt the rehearsals.
kialin and i went to the nationaly lib to do the physics proj
it was damn funny lah.
we walked around the lib to see if there was any place for us to sit
yupp. finally we saw it.
then we started discussing some things
but then it was some kind of crap or sth..
hahahah.
afterthat we went to walk around for a suitable place to discuss
cos the lib was such a quiet place,
which could not tolerate me and kialin.
we went to yoshinoya and had our lunch.
then we saw this humongous insect!
eeks. so ugly.
we managed to discuss some chinese ws thing
as we couldnt resist the temptation,
we went into the arcade to play.
after spending like $5 each, e know we had to stop.
then we went to the foodcourt to discuss
but in the end we did nothing.
omg lah. we discuss on many things cept the physics.
we said abt inventing christian name,
discussing when we can play mahjiong..
LOL. we also ate honeydew sago.
but it wasnt as nice as the causeway point one.
uhm.thats all abt it for that day.
you can look at my previous post on this too (:

14 december.

had rehearsals like normal.
twelve to ten.
so crazy abt it.
thats not the point.
uhm. sth happened to A when we were abt to have our lunch.
its so scary lah.
and i felt damn guilty abt it.
feeling so bad for not caring for him.
its like,
i know that A was cold frm sometime ago.
and i know that sth might not be right.
i know that i should have gone over to ask if he was alright
but i didnt.
i stood there and stared blankly at him.
then later the tchr felt his hand and he was damn cold.
the whole thing happened so quickly that..
i dont know how to explain.
yah. i feel just so guilty abt it.
cos i know i could have helped him in one way or another.
later i offered my jacket, but he insisted that i should just keep it for myself.
that made me feel even worse
or rather, quite pissed for no reason
think A cried for that few secs.
could see that he was feeling damn lousy at that time.
argh. but the night time rehearsal was okay
as we did nothing much actually.
the principal said that there were five ppl excluding A
and yet no one realise that he wasnt feeling that well.
omg lah. its like all my fault
i nearly cried lah.
haii. thats a bad experience.

15 december.

rehearsals again.
nothing much to talk abt lah.
more on the childcare cip today.
yupp.its tiring as usual.
they are so hyper that i couldntstand it lor.
jump and run. run and jump.
after the cip, we went to meet up crystal and jing
for the sec1 choir shirt thing.
but some choirians so not cooperative lah.
dont want to buy. fine lor.
afterthat, me and yingtong went to see sport shoes
and we found what we liked!
its all hundred plus lah.
so nice! and it was 20% off for that whole shop.
YAY.
thats all abt it.
quite interesting right.

need to sleep le.
cos its not very early.

buhbye.

2006-12-13T05:00:00.000-08:00

LOL. today's a tiring day man.
cos i had rehearsal at early in the morning
and later went to the proj.

sian. the performance is coming.
yep. then the rehearsal was like terrible.
keep getting scolding.
what the hell lah.

oh yes.
let's talk abt today with kialin.
wahahahah.
so funny lah.
we met at national lib,
then we had a hard time there.
cos we talk so loud,
that everyone looked at us.
so in the end we decided to go bugis
and see where we can do.
then kialin wanted to have her lunch.
so we went to yoshinoya.

after she finished her food,
we went to walk around.
but we chose to go to arcade afterthat.
hahaha. there was like so funny lah.
we played nothing actually,
cept the HYPER BISHIBASHI (:
so fun!
and we spent $5 each.
wow.
so now im just so broke :/

then we went to the food court there.
we wanted to discuss
but, in the end,
what we did was to discuss the nxt meeting.
we had honeydew sago for dessert.
after eating, we did lame things.
like making a unique name using all 26 alphabets.
wahahaha. LOL.
we had like..
loewin, odela, kellyn, yaine, zel...
very unique right!

aiyah.
so in a nutshell,
we did nothing lor.
but play and chat (:
YAY.
so fun!

i've got to sleep early today again.
cos im having ten hrs of rehearsal tmr again.
oh kay. no more crappy stuffs.

nights.
buhbye.

2006-12-11T06:15:00.000-08:00

went for cip and choir
very tiring lor
the playgroups are so playful lah.
run and scream
scream and run
haiyoyo

but they really very cute
glenn, shaoning, kenneth, ..
all so adorable lah
the glenn keep sticking to me
haha. so funny.
yingtong got herself a crybaby.
his name is colin.
but is not as cute as glenn
YAY. my glenn so cuteee (:

today's choir..
no comments.
it was okay lah.
at least dont have..
YAY.

i still have rehearsal
at nine in the morning tmr.

buhbye.

2006-12-10T07:00:00.001-08:00

WHAT I WANT ARE NOT YOUR PRAISES,
BUT YOUR TRUST.

today, not bad lah.
at least i didnt get scolded right
they praised me instead.
i was still betting with jinqing that i sure get scolding.
hah. and i didnt.
YAY.

thats not the point lah.
i mean like,
im not desperate for your praises,
is just that i want you to trust me
i know i dont reach your high expectations most of the time,
but i really tried my very best le.

we ran through act one1 and act two2
(which means the whole show)
it's okay though
smooth running.
looks like everyone has to buck up
memorise the lines properly.
not to skip anyone's lines okay.
i have a long long journey to go.

a lion needs truck loads of sleep.
buhbye.

2006-12-09T07:35:00.000-08:00

IT JUST PISSES ME OFF TO SEE YOU THIS WAY.
SHUT UP WILL YOU.

rah. stupid old hag.
scold and scold and scold.
you think we what?
bean bags or sacks?
we are human okay.
we have feelings okay.
what's that suppose to mean.
we dont have the potential?
or you think we dont want to do it properly?

its not us who doesnt want to do it
pressing and forcing doesnt work.
it just doesnt work.
we are just students.
not actors like the directors
stop it will you.
stop pissing us off.

ya so what if they are good?
so what if they can do much better than us?
older, more experience, so what?
rahhh. go do what you want lah.
i dont want to care anymore.
isnt it enough after scolding me?
why say her again?
she is a newcomer ,mind you.

think whatever you want
say whatever you think
we dont care anymore
this is the last time i saying this to you.
you suck.

buhbyes

2006-12-06T23:24:00.000-08:00

today's a tiring day :/
didn't do much things though.
went for cip and rehearsal.
stupid.
nine to one. two to nine.

the cip was quite fun lah.
cos its at childcare taking care of k1s
me and yingtong doing the diff grp
i did the chocolate marshmallow thing
and she did some wine music or sth.
we did enjoy lah.
but only that moment.
afterthat we were like trying to figure out how to draw a good ruby
it shouldnt be our job actually.
just that the tchr lazy
so help her design lor.
then we went off.

i went for my rehearsal and yingtong went for the sci proj.
subin and ruth very what lor.
create grp never even ask me.
they chose seeyi over me ):
humph.
i wont die without them.
yup. so i paired with kialin.

back to the point.
left with sixteen days before the performance
but we only finished act1?
sixteen days not including my rest days
how i wish i can just go for a holiday
nxt yr april have to re-perform again.
but then again, nxt yr april is near syf.
so how? think i will just give up that show
i'll just get scolded by the principal if i dont perform
haii. im so stuck.

yawns. im going to sleep.
buhbyes.

2006-12-05T05:28:00.000-08:00

simple and plain skin.
not bad lah hor. haha.

i haven't start my homwork yet.
but im not guilty at all lah.
oh my gawd.
it's like tons in front of me.
bet my mama's goanna scold me.
i have cip tmr. and friday.
i have rehearsals like everyday.
from 2pm - 9pm.
my gawd lah.
everyday so busy.
what a tight schedule.
bleah :/

aiyah. nothing to talk much abt.
buhbye.